Keeping it real, being simple

Keeping it real, being simple

Renew My State of Mind

Maybe it was the first call of the new wood pigeons I have inherited, or the first day since "the incident" that I have got my groove back. What ever it is, I feel I have a lot of pent up ideas, feelings and stresses/opinions to release. So here I go, follow me through my renewal and what I feel is the birth of the next chapter a new life. This life I am wiser, and focused on what I want.




Tuesday, April 13, 2010

रत रत Race

The word RAT is not working for my title, but the inspiration of this blog is the rat race.
Life sometimes makes no sense, why does it all happen at once after such a long limbo lull?
Job offers and University acceptances all in the same week, causing happy moments to become big dilemma's.
I took the job, I like the job but moral dilemmas arrives when I know I will leave the job for teachers college. Do I stay and earn some much needed money, building false relationships and driving for three hours a day? Well I tried for a week, but I just cannot justify this thinking.
Why can't I be money motivated like the others who will drive all over to work, day in and day out, instead I get frowned on by older sis, who thinks I am a flake who can't hold down a job...
My work has to make a difference in the world, I cannot live just to earn a buck, I can only live to make others happy.
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  1. elsieJuly 24, 2010 at 10:54 AM

    hmmmm, well as someone who is highly motivated by money I can tell you that my motivation does not extend to driving 3 hours a day for work- I would find that soul crushing and 100% a NO GO!! Don't give up on finding and doing work that make a difference I have and it makes ALL the difference in the world (well my world at least!)

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  2. Relyn LawsonDecember 31, 2010 at 12:26 AM

    I was stopping by because I wanted to wish you a happy new year and thank you for being a follower of my blog. It means a lot to me. Thank you. May your new year be filled with laughter, more joy than sorrow, peace, and wisdom. Blessings to you. Happy new year!

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Two Thousand and Ten, marks my time line in bold letters. I have the oportunity to shift my direction and become who and whatever I want. I spent the first two months of this year in a cacoon state, but woke up today (late) and suddenly realized that This is it, this is my new beginning.
Oddly I knew this was coming, I had amounted many ideas into my mind, but something stopped them from being caged.
This morning I awoke to the sound of wood pigeons, the first of the year. The first in my new home. Hopefully I can stay here long enough to make friends with them, see their babys grow and meet my own off spring. This is where my life begins. I sweep all of you negative thoughts, bullying people and users away. I don't want you or need you.
For the first time in my life, I can do it all, and although I may ask for help, don't be suprised if when you offer it with out my asking you just receive a polite smile.